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Name: Erica
Location: Sioux City, Iowa, United States
Gender: Female
Interests: I love all kinds of music. I also am a huge theatre afficianado . I have been in a few plays , but nothing big. I also really enjoy photography, especially family and child.
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
11/27/2005
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| So I have been 18 for a whole month. I have been really sick and really stressed. But that is not the point of this. The point is to put on some new pictures of my baby sister. Her name is Jada. I have mixed feelings about her but , she is my sister and I have to lover her and thats that right? Anyways, Ladies and Gentlemen, introducing the 4th act in this comedy show of my life....Jada Marie coming in at 4:01 AM weighing in at 6 pounds and 5 ounces and measuring 20 inches long... This is me,my mom and Jada, our last night in the hospital.
Erica, AJ,Tyler ,Mom and Jada
Tyler , Erica, Jada,and AJ
Jada Marie...I will post more later, btu tonight I am sleeping in my own bed for the first time since Saturday.....I hear it calling me .......
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| Happy Birthday to me .....
I guess I will sing to myself. Today at school was not good. I have always gotten embarrassed when people sing Happy Birthday to me. But I always look forward to it. And I really looked forward to being sung to in choir . And I especially looked forward to it at the lunch table. I even left fourth period and got them a cake so that they wouldnt forget. And three people said happy birthday. That was it. I guess I was really upset because I try so hard to remember peoples birthdays and I try my hardest to make them feel special. And I felt like a nobody. It was almost worst then my birthday last year when I hadn't been at school in two weeks bc at was a Mercy for my suicide attempt and maybe two friends called. I guess I just was looking forward to something which always screws up for me anyways so yah.
My family got me a shirt , some books , a couple gift cards,a DVD and some earrings. I felt pretty lucky. My mom and my grandparents came over for ice cream cake so I was really happy about that.
So as I was writing that I realized I didnt read my mom's card. So i just did. It was nice. I really do love her but she made it so hard for me . I really have a hard time with my feelings toward her. '
I am just so Frickin emotional right now.....I enjoy being a girl :) | | |
| OK so I need to vent. If this person gets what I am saying then fine. I really didnt want to do this in person because I really might be mean,
Seriously- You are not the only person that has things going on. We all do. And yet somehow we all manage to work stuff around to accomadate. I am not saying that I am the most important person in the world but it would be nice to have some acknowledgement. I did not do anything to deserve to be treated so rudely. And all I can think is that I would never do that to you. I would never ever do that to you. And if for some reason it happened I definatly would not be so nonchalant about it like it didnt even matter. I understand you have things going on , but it really makes me sad that I am not even worth an hour or so in the morning. It really makes me re-evaluate who my friends are and where their priorities have been lately. I definately do not want to be at the top of your list , or anyones list for that matter, but it would be nice to be in like the top 15 or so. I just want you to know that I am really hurt and sad that you don't even seem to notice.
Ok I am done now. Sorry if you read that all and you didnt know what it meant ! Thats good , though, because then you know I am not talking to you! Or am I ?? Enter in sci-fi music
Catch y'all later -- Erica Marie | | |
| I am so tired right now. I just got home from Sing all about it and it is only 20 after 12. I cant imagine being there still taking down. AAAHH....Some pretty good show choirs tonight. I was suprised that Harmonia Mundi made finals. They had a pretty good show this year. Xhileration definately deserved grand champion. They were amazing. But of course no one was as good as the Sioux City East Headliners. I think it gets better every time I see them. Anywho , going to bed . See ya Later ! - Erica | | |
| Awww...Thanks Lindz and Steph for commenting me !! Tomorrow is the concert. I am kind of upset that we are only singing two songs. I dont know. I just feel like we should have more. Whatever, I guess thats why we have a director to make those decisions. Mike called last night at 12:30. I had just gotten to bed ! O well, he called and thats all I can ask. He found out that he will be sent to Iraq in september. Its really kind of scary but I have to just face the fear that he might not come back and cherish the moments I do have with him , even though it is only on the phone. Anywho , talk at you later! --Erica Marie | | |
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